Tuesday, July 31, 2012
im going crazy thinking about you...
i dunno why, but i really miss u..
how i wish u were by my side now :(
Monday, July 30, 2012
i have tried to let go..
i can't
im still pining after you every single day..
my heart aches every day...
how i could say that i have moved on..
but no...
im still here...
Sunday, July 29, 2012
an empty street an empty house, a hole inside my heart..
how i wish u were with me right now... to enjoy the big and spacious room..
i really need you now...
i still put your profile pic as my wallpaper..
everytime i think about you. i will keep hopnig that this did not happen...
how i wish that it was a dream come true...
Friday, July 27, 2012
i have so many things that i have not done with u yet..
cycling..
going korea tgt...
go eat korean BBQ...
do u really want to let this go ma???
Thursday, July 26, 2012
i dunno why..
i feel myself changing alot..
i am more aggressive now.
i am more bad-tempered now
i snap easily.
i cant sleep at night...
im more than willing to take more overtime..
im going crazy!!!!!! ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
im so tired of all this...
thinking of what could have happened and what could have not..
if we had not given up, would we still be together??
or would it still remain the same..
maybe all we need is time...
nothing gonna change my love for u..
i really miss you..
can i have u back????
i really do need you...
Monday, July 23, 2012
is there any day that u did not regret thus decision?
or have u decided that you are happier without me..
i hope u really made the correct decision..
the 1 that will make both of us happier...
Sunday, July 22, 2012
i really miss you.. do you know that???
take care of yourself ok??
stop trying to diet..
im really afraid that u are getting anoexric..
enjoy with your friends..
dont keep thinking and thinknig..
im hurting..
and i hope that u get along well..
i just want you to be happy =)
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Vindicated.
i think u are happier without me...
doing what u wan as and when u wish.
no need to tell any ppl anything..
im still trying to adapt..
but i dont think i can have such strong feelings for some 1 anymore..
i cant even picture having a commitment with other ppl.
i know that u can find another better guy...
who will take care of u and make u laugh and make u happy... as always...
Friday, July 20, 2012
as the time passes by, i miss you more and more..
i kept thinking of you, wondering if you are well, if you are happy, how your life is going
the urge to send u a simple message is there.
but i have been telling myself, dont be stupid, she wont like it if u sms her.
she has her own life now, u need to find your own.
i lost count of how many times i have cried and woke up..
i hav been absorbing my self in work so that i will not think about everything.
is that everything???
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
i have not been getting much sleep nowadays..
kept wondering what went wrong..
was wondering if we could have saved it..
i did not want to give up despite knowing that its coming to an end.. how foolish am i?
haha...
maybe im the kind of person who will cling on to all hope ba..
yeah..
im that stupid...
Monday, July 16, 2012
right after this, i dont think i can take anymore of this le... too many things on my mind and i think i can just collapse right now..
im suddenly having a fear of commitment..
this has not usually been the case..
but after the recent setback, i find myself wanting different things as of now.
i want to be happy and free
i want the person to be happy and find her loved 1
i want the person to be able to be strong
i just misses her so much...
i kept thinking of her every single time today.
i hope to see her happier, stronger, the next time we see each other
